I just want someone to help me understand how it is over there...
he dont tell me about it and maybe i would understand why hes acting this way... i know there is alot of jucises.... there

and i think its one of the resones why ... hes 35 but he looks like 20 ... i think to hes trying to relive his younger years..


i wish i can do that to but im grown and i have
responsibilities to him and our baby girl and family..


Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely