Its our first deployment... and its very hard on me ... at first it was on him ..

i spoke to him every day and he text me every day now after holloween is went this started... not texting me or calling me..

saying he loves me but not in love with me ..
pushing me away

im just tring to understand why... he just got promoted hes a pv2

i sometimes think its the buddies hes hanging with
all the drinking and parting all the time know

before he had time for me now he dont

should i still go and see him in Jan

Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely