yeah i guess i could say that i'm controlling things with d2 and i at this current time. we have stepped back and just let him be. in me not responding he is not getting an rise or response out of me, no arguements, me just trying to get my stuff together, think about what i want, change me teh best i can.
none of this is easy, it wasn't going to be. i'm just in the beginning stages of dbing. h has a time bomb coming his way. in less then 60 days i will be giving birth to another one of our children. though i don't think he realizes how close it is.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
