No I don’t live in the post he’s in Korea over seas and I’m in Florida . Trust me if I was there I can controlled it a little easer ... and I have a job from home and out side of work.
I’m a full time mom and soon to be a full time student and do my work from home from time to time . I try to keep my self busy but it don’t help ... I still never got a response from him and I know im not going thro .
A mid life crisis he might im going in to a nerves breakdown. I set a appointment with my therapies tomorrow ... so scared first time but I need it to clear my mind from allot in my present and maybe from our pass... Remember we’ve been together going on 21years we got married at 15 and had our daughter at 16.
I think he’s going thro the mid life crisis.. don’t know what it means but I am going to check on it. Well I’m going out tonight to a baseball game with my coworkers ... ? …..and what do I do with my mother-in-law...
I tried to talk to her once but she blew me off and change the subject.. do I stop talking to her and going over there... do I just call here once in a while from now on ... she don’t help much anyways ...
Well I’ll tell you how it goes .. Thank you …. If he calls which I know he wont im not going to pick it up…
Me: 35 yrs H: 35 yrs D: 18 yrs Married: 21 yrs H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you" Currently: confused and lonely