i think i'm trying to avoid getting into argument or battle of the texts. like maybe it will open him up to want to talk to me. or he's going to be like oh thank you for letting me know.

i'm just scared to respond back to him. plain and simple, i'm scared to respond to his msg.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline