Sandi, P17 & DBD, Thanks for the words of encouragement. I am committed to improve myself physically, mentally and socially. I used to be the life of the party so to speak and in the past couple of years my W and I were the “social center” of our neighborhood. I want to be that person again but I need to find that person in a different setting, that is in an individual setting not in a couples environment. I know it will happen in time as does everything, the whole time and patience thing is the real work for me. I am focusing on my kids as they are with me and some days I don’t have a choice but to focus on them. I want to get past Christmas so that I can not feel guilty about taking time out for me, I think we all put too much pressure on ourselves during the holidays and given what “we” are all going through makes it even harder.
Formerly "missherlove"
Me49 XW49 M17 T19 S16 D20
Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
