Thanks for the reply. I will stay dark. I have not seen her or spoken to her in 7 days. Everyday is getting easier. I believe I am ready to go all the way with DBing.
Once is enough, I was having a very weak moment.
Things have been really good this week. Since last Sunday, I really haven't had to bad of a time going Dark. Until today, I had only had 2 night where I found it hard to sleep.
I stay busy but have not really eaten well last several days. I will get a drip on this one. I think it is because of the quick weight loss or stomach shrinking maybe. But I look better today then I have in the past 10 years... maybe deep down I do not want it to change.
I have started running, and light workouts. i will prob start going to the gym. For now, just reading alot.
Me 43 / W 40 T 29 / M 15 S-18 11/4/09-ILYBINILWY 11/10/09-Separated 12/1/09-W admitted EA 12/5/09-W admitted PA 12/24/09 W say "I love you"
"A GOOD MARRIAGE IS NOT ONE WHERE PERFECTION REIGNS"
