H is outside playing with the girls. I went downstairs and saw a note he was writing to me... quickly read it and looks like he is trying to justify his actions. Saying how I was not available to him, how he was depressed, cried himself to sleep....I am being difficult in refusing to talk to him. Mentions selling the house, me finding work, etc... And lastly, he will not move out of the house.
It has been a very weird day. A few weeks ago, I would have thought this a perfect Sunday and would have been very optimistic. H walked dog while I took girls grocery shopping. I made lunch for girls and me, and H then came upstairs made his own and sat with us without us inviting him. He cleaned up all the dishes. And now he is playing in the snow with the girls. A 'normal' Sunday would consist of him watching football/glued in front of computer without a thought of us.
At this point, I just want to tell him that we should think about getting a separation agreement in place.
I am having a hard time putting up a brave front today - already broke down a couple of times and had to leave the room as H was there.
