I can take it no more soldiers wife need help

[armywifevampi]

Well.. I kind of went to the dark side of my self again. I have not called but I did text last night .
Witch I know is a big no, no but I couldn’t help my self ….I guess for response.

Well did not happen and what I text him was harsh. This is what I text him...

I guess u choose her latter D sad that not even your own daughter u cant call but what u truly have I forgot is your family I forgot your!!!.... family not mine thanks for carrying or giving a s--t... nice to know your true colors came out with your new friends and girlfriend... sad when u let another life take something that never belonged there in the first place...

I did not stop there I was tiring to control my self. Did not happen the next one...

Luck with the kids...and to top it off... even worst .

I said happy anniversary for the 25 cause it looks like I wont be talking to u again I see... enjoy.

God I’m so so stupid for saying things like that but I’m just so so mad for him not wanting to listen to me I gave him all the time in the world . I feel he is not coming back and its just to pain full for me to let go so fast after 21years how can u give it all up so quick....