Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Ugh. Up and down... yes I AM RATTLED. I wrote my lawyer an email and included what WAH wrote. Rereading it again got to me! Grr... I know I'll get a 2x4. I'm sooooo tempted to find out what WAH is going on about "biting the hand" that feeds me. Argh. I was feeling so strong this morning.

I'm listening to you P17. I'm writing here and not to WAH. And I'm getting angry! He has pushed my buttons!!