Move over... I 'm moving back......

[sandycay]

Well things are moving right along

STBXH was a ahole to son again last night. I don't know what I am going to do. They only went to dinner and it turned into a big deal. I was out so I had to talk to a crying 15 year old boy for about 30 min. while out with FFG. Poor child .. he knows something is wrong with his dad and he just doens't want to see him anymore. I am really in a mess as to what to do. Conversation with STBXH are really a waste of time and they seem like what he wants in order to start a fight. So I don't want to go there.

On the fun front.... Went running with FFG yesterday and we were supposed go to dinner and movie but on my way to meet hin for a run he calls and says: "Sandy, you can say no but I want to ask you if we can go to a Christmas party my mom's riding (horses) club is having. My mom is there by herself and I would like to go if you would... but we don't have to". So... I said "Yes"
It was fun, the run was great... and before the evening was done he asked me out for next Saturday night. It's for a Christmas party that a couple from his church is hosting. He asked me about it 3 times before the evening was done. He also made me call him when I got home to let him know I made it safe. All in all the "date" was a long one with the run, the drive to his mom's about an hour... and it flew by.

He's so complimentary and with his build I know him slowing down for the run is hard. He's almost a foot taller than me! Plus he is in great shape (did I mention he's been on the FF calendar in years past).

I had to spend sometime with STBXH yesterday working out cell phone seperation and getting the cable bill transferred... blech he dicked out on the cell phone girl and strangly it just gives me peace now. Now, that I dont' have to pretend to like it and that it's ok for him to do that. And there must be some excuse to do that. I feel bad for the kids cause they have no escape and I don't want to them to learn to handle situations with hostility. I will be the better example.

On the SC guy front... still lots of contacts and all my friends back there are trying to get me to come for New Years... which I will see him there. He has offered the plane ticket for me to come.....

Yikes.. I have no idea what to do!