Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Yeah, it could be a million things. But last time he warned me about "biting the hand that feeds you" it was about talking with OW's ex. Whatever. I see that I just have to go to the lawyer tomorrow to do what I need to make sure I have financial support. It's probably his tactic to get me to file since he hasn't. I don't get it why he won't file but he doesn't want me either. But it's been 7 months and he hasn't made any move that gives me hope. He's killed just about all the love I had for him. He is/was barely involved with our kids. I've felt and operated as a single mom since BEFORE he left. (But being loyal to the marriage the whole time.)

I'm going to focus completely on getting a NEW life. I've already started on my way to a new career. I've registered for classes for a 2yr program. I've registered to volunteer at the hospital too. I'm thinking ahead to a life without WAH. Why am I going to bother with a man who doesn't want me, doesn't care about me and is deliberately hurting me? I've made several new girlfriends who are very caring and supportive. I'm going to need a big support group to go through all this. I deserve better than what WAH has given me for the past few years. I felt sorry for him, but now I have to focus solely on my life and our precious kids!!! Enough already.