Well H has toddled off back to his place, its hard for both of us now which is quite funny, Im doing my DB'ing best not to do clingy and miss you, whilst he is hanging back and not wanting to go lol! But today I joked and said "gosh you look like you are leaving home" he has taken the suitcase this time and was talking about starting to bring all his bits home here, his reply was really nice "I look forward to when I dont have too" Its not going to be easy but it will give us a bit of a break from each other over the next few weeks, my boundary being that after Xmas he only goes back to finish his photography course, and that he needs to start looking for equivalants up here to start in February.
Its going to be a long road back, but I have no A to deal with, but he really does need to start telling me what he wants this is where it has all gone wrong, indecisiveness and that rolled into not caring and not wanting to do anything! Looking forward to Xmas now and my birthday at least we will be together now.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
