Think OW is here in my house right now!

[aflowergurlie]

AFG

You are holding up remarkably well. And even if you're screaming and crying and not telling us then you're still doing remarkably well.

I think it is in your best interest to have as much proof as possible or as directed by your attorney. If it does get to be too much then for your own emotional health, stop.

You do deserve a break from your house. I hope you're able to get out and spend some time with friends or doing something to take your mind off things. Then make that appointment at the shooting range.

I for one know the healing power of a spending spree. It is good for the soul to look pretty and feel fabulous. If it just isn't possible right now, there must be a place nearby where you can get a cheap manicure. A nice hand massage and parafin dip is very relaxing.

I am impressed by Dr. Gno's prescription shopping list, he certainly nailed everything that I went out and bought! And if you happen to wear a size 7.5 shoe, I'd be happy to send you the pair of sassy purple pumps I bought early in my spree (it lasted a couple months). They aren't FM heels, but they're cute and they were decadent because I had nothing to wear with them and they symbolized me doing something for me because I'm worth it. And you deserve that feeling too!

Thanks Pearl! - I am not screaming and crying...yet. Seems like my cycle has been that the shock and adrenaline of things keeps me going for a couple of days without a tear and then I start "feeling" again and that's when it starts.

I spent yesterday organizing, cleaning and all caught up on laundry which helped me process my thoughts and put together that letter. I actually got some sleep last night, much-needed at that.

Today, I am getting out of the house and going to visit with friends/family for the day. And tomorrow I have a hair appt and some shopping to do.

Funny - I DO wear a 7.5 too and just bought some purple F-me heels as well not too long ago, LOL.