Well out of the funk. This one lasted 7 days. Another email from WAS. p-17 can relate.
cutter, would you mind dropping off Bob the snowman when you pick nephew up for the hockey game, or drop it off at my parents'? It doesn't seem like we'll be able to coordinate me coming to the house anytime soon, but I was hoping to get some Christmas stuff.
that got me out of my funk. Straight to the delete bin. Beck and call. Sorry honey that stopped when you commited adultry. Took awhile but I knew the xmas email was coming for one item. As its non life threating and did not go through IM. Too bad. ( Bob the snowman is just a snowman where you place your car keys ) We have a closet full of snowman's. Normally the whole house is decorated in snowman's
I enjoyed that second sentance. Silence is golden.
Glad to see you're back in sorts Cutter. Are you going to decorate the house this year? Try using something other than snowmen, whatever you want to put up.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
Hi Cutter, Just stopping by to say "hi". Glad to see you are out of your "funk". I hope you are able to find ways to make the Christmas season special for YOU. Take care my friend!
RDW ,TC, Lost, Aver, Gman, GNU, Pearl, R2C, mindfull , courts and newmama and others I did not mention.
Thank you for your support and checking up on me.... I should post the CD I made
Todays songs... ( Today is a Rubber Soul kind of day )
Beatles - I'm looking through you ( interesting story behind that one)
I'm looking through you, where did you go I thought I knew you, what did I know You don't look different, but you have changed I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Your lips are moving, I cannot hear Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear You don't sound different, I've learned the game. I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right? Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
You're thinking of me, the same old way You were above me, but not today The only difference is you're down there I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right? Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
I'm looking through you, where did you go I thought I knew you, what did I know You don't look different, but you have changed I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Yeah! Oh baby you changed! Aah! I'm looking through you! Yeah! I'm looking through you! You changed, you changed, you changed!
Welcome to the future, Welcome to the future.. Get into the new speed, Get into the enemy... Mass communication (genemanipulation) So what’s the occupation? (what’s your dedication?) Welcome to the future, Straight into the future
Bigtime (Bigtime), We’re all partners in crime Bigtime (Bigtime), We’re all standing in line
Welcome to the future, Welcome to the future... Talking about the old times, Scared about the new times... Does anybody know you? (will anybody need you?), Can anybody please you? (does anybody have to?), Welcome to the future, Straight into to the future
Bigtime, We’re all partners in crime, Bigtime, We’re all standing in line, Bigtime, We’re all partners in crime,Bigtime, We’ve all been left behind...
Bigtime, We’re all partners in crime, Bigtime, We’re all standing in line, Bigtime, We’re all partners in crime,Bigtime, We’ve all been left behind...
Gee, Bob the snowman sounds soooo important! How will she get through the holidays without him? Now how much longer for another email from her?
(BTW I know you might be shocked but I did NC initially and was good at it. WH never "left me alone" for more than 6 days.He always wrote "I know you won't respond to this" though. I wonder if your WW has a 7 day pattern!)
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
I figure the dark has hurt her. I took care of my wife. I cooked , cleaned and let her be rather independent. But we always spent time together. If we could not it was emails and phone calls.
So me being dark stopped many emotional needs that she needs. So she contacts me now every 3 weeks. A little sweet with a little knife in the heart and twist it. "You don't sound different, I've learned the game."
I figure the next round of contact from her will be once more before xmas. Her dad and I are going out for dinner and a hockey game on his birthday. So there should be a tough stance call / email. Plus some talk to mutural friends how I am being immuture.
Then silence for a few days. Followed by some semi nice email on needing something or other.
Then nothing for a few weeks.
A little birdy told me that the adultry is not all cracked up to how she thought it would turn out. No plan B at all. Words have been mentioned that I have a girlfriend... ( I do not ) But I am playing it up that I am interested in someone. I keep two names consistant depending on who I talk to. As I know it will get back and be conflicting.... Makes it sound more word of mouth and rumourish.
I'm looking through you, where did you go I thought I knew you, what did I know You don't look different, but you have changed I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Your lips are moving, I cannot hear Your voice is soothing, but the words aren't clear You don't sound different, I've learned the game. I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right? Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
You're thinking of me, the same old way You were above me, but not today The only difference is you're down there I'm looking through you, and you're nowhere
Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right? Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight
I'm looking through you, where did you go I thought I knew you, what did I know You don't look different, but you have changed I'm looking through you, you're not the same
Yeah! Oh baby you changed! Aah! I'm looking through you! Yeah! I'm looking through you! You changed, you changed, you changed!
Wow. Very good! Cutter reaches back an impressive forty-four years to come up with the perfect LB-to-WA song! Least that's my take. Don't know if you were looking at it in different context. Especially since I'm trying to do some overdue catching up without reading back days and days and days.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
The second song. Well thats to my ladybug. It was our song throughout the years. Its on the cd... Just never thought that it would become the theme. The cd ends with this song.
Transatlanticism - Death Cab For Cutie
The Atlantic was born today and I'll tell you how The clouds above opened up and let it out
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere When the water filled every hole And thousands upon thousands made an ocean Making islands where no island should go Oh, no
Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door Have been silenced forevermore The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row It seems farther than ever before Oh, no
I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer
I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer
So come on, come on So come on, come on So come on, come on So come on, come on
Just never thought that it would become the theme. The cd ends with this song.