She has lost my D, not officially with the court or anything, but D is refusing to stay with her.
I emailed wife a book of all, i mean everything, that i take blame for in our relationship.
I don't know if you all knew, but in July she wrote down things going in her mind and body...
So in my email, after i acknowledged my failures, i addressed all the positives of her, then all things that were on her homework she had written down mo's ago.Then i put things that i felt made her go through what she's going thru.I know the reasons and i know how she felt about her life and what she felt was wrong with her, from back then.
Asked her to re-read things that she asked for 2wks ago.That i can't fix things for her.
In the email all can hope for is a possibility, in the mean time she needs to know,she's losing the kids,my atty wants me to monitor her behavior,not going to pay anymore than court order,not going to respond to her chaos.
if she would consider, so she can truly feel free,indefinate seperation,follow the court order, but then she doesn't have the added stress of me having to give anything to my attorney.included the fact i had copied the skype conversation and not S'ing myself and i refuse to be a broken down desperate man. incl'd ur going to work thru this on ur time,but maybe if u'd go to the shrink at ur convenience and work thru ur feelings vs stress of what ur husband's doing or not doing, u might actually feel freer than if just run. at this pt, don't have anything to get vindictive over, but might want to consider how a court might look at what's going on.
in return will give you all the space in the world,avoid you, the house,i'll focus on kids,maybe work more and give you a little more money, divorce kids suffer, she's going to suffer, because will protect kids and i.
and want to protect all of us, just not kids, but this would allow you to be freer than if a court gets involved.
today after bball game, she told me to have a goodwkend and gave me new health ins info.
lost it on her a little bit ago, guess she was sick last nite, so vs letting me have son, she had son spend the nite with that neighbor. texted i've asked nice repeatedly, only f'ing father figure kids need in their life is me, not angry or threatening but do not do that again, stole time from son being able to be with his dad and you gave it to ur boyfriend,not jealous,angry,threatening,just disappointed.
