Wow my friend. I am going to make a joke for you. Hopefully it is not in bad taste. As I know your hurting. But if it makes you smile a little then its worth it.
Do you know any country music musicians? I think you have the basis for a country song.
When you get into your duplex on monday. Please take a few hours out to decompress. And post here.
My heart goes out to you.
Flowers always make people better, happier, and more helpful; they are sunshine, food and medicine for the soul. unconditional love is awesome!