Is this the end of my marriage?

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Its a car seat. Let it go. For now. Come back to it in a few months.

It's cool about the car seat. I was more using it to show that W is being out of character and has thrown a strop.

She is not playing the game. She has no idea what your doing. You are in control. This is your life.

Yep, and I have control of it back. She no longer affects me the way she did. I will have good and bad days but there are more good than bad now.

I can't help wondering if we will ever get a second chance if she forgets me. You must wonder the same stuff yourself cutter? NC is great for us but there seems little window for the WAS to return (I know NC is for us, but most of us want a to rebuild our M) - but then that's just the nature of NC / LRT.