Yesterday I went into a restaurant and saw OW. I placed my order, got it and walked out and sat in my car until she came out. I don't know why I decided to do that but she came out and got into my H's jeep. The brand new one which I, of course, have never been in. She looked accross and saw me and I smiled coolly and waved. She then drove off very quickly. Yes, she was driving my H's jeep. I waved because I wanted her to know that I had seen her and I wanted her to tell my H which I am sure she must have done almost immediately.
I was angry, calm and numb at the same time. I have said nothing to him but I am sure she has told him about it.
It is this blatant kind of disrepect on his part that gets to me. Of course an A is in and of itself the ultimate in disrespect. This is just the extra icing on the cake. To see her so openly wheeling around town behind the wheel of his vehicle was a good wake up call for me. In a sense I am glad that I saw it. It was a totally chance encounter.I was in a section of town that I never go to. I was on my way back from a meeting and just happened to stop there for a bite to eat.
I understand that in the grand scheme of things that this is nothing compared to what some people go through with their S living openly with OP. But to still share a house with someone and go through the outward facade of being married while openly doing whatever you wish? No, I can't deal with that mockery. I want no part of it. What class of woman becomes involved with a married man let alone one who is still living at home? It boggles the mind.
My H has is perfecting the fine art of transforming a Left Behind into a Walkaway. He must be something of a magician. Yet another skill I did not know he possessed. I know that they say believe half of what they saw and do. Or something like that. Well, I now believe 100 % of what he says and does. I have to. Why delude myself any longer? Why make excuses like MLC blah blah blah? This is the life he wants. He is a grown man and his eyes are open.
