My Goodness Christmas time really does effect you Christians. Look at all the great folks having come to Jesus posts.... Nice....
Pilar was a wise woman Bean, she wanted you to share after 4 years to show people that life goes on. That even when you spend so much time thinking your life will never be good again, it does get better. Thats kind of what I always got from her from what you have shared, she was always thinking ahead and trying to get you to stop looking behind.
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Find yourself again ok?
AND... (for FIG)
The you that you find may not be who you thought it was. Keep an open mind when finding yourself. Your marriage may have created a you that wasnt really who you wanted to be in life.