Last night W has S9 call me to let me know they have arrived at my in-laws. Spoke to S and D6. D says repeatedly that she misses me, in that tone of voice that clearly shows she misses me. Ugh! Keep you head up man.
After talking to the kids, W gets on the phone, well, have a good night. I say talk to you later. As I am hanging up the phone, I hear her repeating good night, but I just continue to hang up the phone as she is speaking. I did not intentionally hang up on her, but she may see it that way. And I don't care. Reality is no fun. But, I'm handling it.
Having coffee as I write this. I will shower up and get ready for the day in a little while. House is quiet with everyone gone, but that's ok. I don't feel lonely and it allows me to think better.
I am going to find something to do today. I will catch dinner and a movie with a friend tonight who is also a batchelor this weekend. Then I will find a church service for Sunday (I do not plan to return to "our" church - they hooked W up with her only "C" who enabled W's decision to D - so much for "christian based C'ing"). And that's the church where we were M'd. Too many memories there, and right now, too many bad ones.
