I am feeling a bit better today. Although for some stupid reason I spent the whole night dreaming about the guy I had the fling with in August. I don't want to dream about him, he isn't available and he didn't want me so the dreams were very irritating.

I'm off to a Christmas party tonight so hopefully that will give my mood a bit of a kick start.


Me 43
XH 45
M 2.7.88
Divorce 7.10.09
Kids D20,S17 & D15