no, i honestly dont... h hasnt given me a reason to consider it. although i dont want to rule ANYTHING out because of the obvious...i want to be able to work on and get through it as a couple no matter what it takes!
one of my issues that i will take blame for is the smothering...this is long gone now in my eyes. I would even go as far as saying in councelling i also tacked a few more to my list of wrongs, controlling ( with good intentions only), i worry about too much, i wasnt as open minded as i am now, i always seemed to have to have it my way...
I have come a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG way...for the better.
i have believed all along he is enjoying the freedom, maybe a bit too much, like i said i see no big improvement in him nor do i see how he is working through any of his issues...just dont go down that road with him...not worth the effort at the time
i want to continue to work on me and the things that can help this horrible mess!
its late here too, im gonna do the same! thank you, and sleep peacefully!
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
