I'm being as careful as I can right now. I'm still not trying to rush into anything with my friend even though she wants more.
For the past few days, things have been so busy at work that I really haven't had a chance to think about my sitch. I think I've gotten to where 25mlc was where I'm detached enough that while I do want my W back to a certain degree, I'm just doing my own thing and not thinking about it.
I see her every weekend though when we do stuff together with the kids. She seems thinner and not as happy as she used to. So I try to keep things light, but not go overboard or out of the way to accomodate her. I invite her to things (always with the kids) and she always accepts. She's never invited me to anything, but that's okay.
It's really weird the dynamic now between her and my friend. My W doesn't know about my friend and it really isn't any of her business. We'll just have to see how much further along things get.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.