I get panic attacks before my H comes over - anyone else ever feel that way? The other night, I literally threw up when he was here. I get nausea in my stomach when he's coming over or when he's here.
Any advice?
I don't know what it's from - from all the abuse over the past eight months, over the stress and ackwardness of "DB"ing correctly, fear of his anger, fear of him leaving, or just the pain of separation and detachment? Trying to fake being strong in the face of this pain.
