no i didn't respond to his text, nothing since i've been in the dark. I really don't know wht i would say to him. if he shows up in front of my face i'm trying to prepare for that in the odd event it happens.

also been think about a question that was asked of me:

what will h need to say or do in order for me to speak with him.

sorry, i messed up, i want to work on things, i set an appointment up for MC, i will do whatever it takes, let's set ground rules.

any suggestions...


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline