Soleil is right - you have NOTHING to lose. I would have a lot of 'fun' going to a MC at this stage just to bounce things off a 3rd party since W and I have been in a sparring match for so long. Enjoy it as much as you can if you can but don't have any expectations!
Oh, we aren't going to MC. W has said all along until 7 weeks ago no way, no how would she go to a MC for reconciliation. 7 weeks ago, she says she will go - I question her why and tell her I do not want to go if she is not open to the possibility of reconciliation. She agrees to go. Then, earlier this week, she says she never agreed to go for purposes of reconciliation. So, I am cancelling the appointment.
