You know why, he's paying attention to you. I'm sorry but the crap about you being attractive is crap, if you weren't attractive EX wouldn't be around...You just need to realize you're worth more than being a fallback person.
Now you may not be maybe he really wants you and his D back but doesn't know how. It's all part of the addiction, he doesn't know how to deal with real life, if it doesn't go his way he's always got alcohol and drugs...Thats the hardest part learning how to deal with feelings and life without the use of drugs.
Gotta get myself back on track. Gotta get back to the independent (somewhat) woman/mom I was. I just posted on Kevins thread that I am back to rushing to answer exh's texts and how he would react if I didn't answer right away.
I also realized this morning that my CS is late again for this month. Just by a few days, but he was seen at the orthodontist giving them a check yesterday for his other D's braces.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
