Calling out the Piecers

[dday101798]

Thanks guys.

Gno, sorry your recording didn't become of any use in your sitch, then again, did you really want it to be?

But yes, I understand that I need to just let this ride it's own pace. It's just so dang hard, and now I'm finding myself only thinking of being back with her again, which IS NOT good. Sure it's good to lament, but this more of an obsessing. Then again, it's been brutaly cold out too, so can't really do much of anything outside the house and I'm limited to what to do inside. Sure, some painting and all, but that doesn't take up the time like outside work does. Gotta find something to keep me out of trouble.

Another side note, and not sure if it's on purpose or what, but all the communication between XW and I has cut down on mine with the kids. But, after seeing S11 so happy Wednesday night that he could tell things are looking 'good' between mom and dad, maybe that is a good thing for them too? I know S12 needs smoe adaptation time. And they will both be in their glory come Christmas and we're all planned to be together. Sure, material presents are going to be on the sucky side, but they are SO looking forward to all of us being together again.