feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

I feel for you sol - I hate to say I understand you completely. My H only repeats his pattern every 3-4 yrs so I can't imagine 2 months It's just plain abuse.

You make perfect sense. Thank you for letting me know your side and how you are coping. I am grateful for every response or piece of advice I'm getting.

I want so bad to detach. I think I'm going to start. I'm still in the sad phase hoping the mad phase comes soon!