WAW on suicide watch, what now???

[MHL]

Sandi,
Thanks again for the advice. You are right, it is really hard to be completely upbeat. Easy for the quick exchanges but you tend to fall back into your "old self", when the conversion begins to open up. I realize that is why GAL has to be for real or else the WAS will see right through it.
During our conversation I remembered a little too late. I had asked how her job was going and she admitted that it was not what she expected, and showed that she was down in the dumps and she started to expand upon that when she had to go help a customer. I decided that I should make my exit, I said I had to go and we could talk later. I left enough "necessary" conversation out there so we will have to talk again. Plus we will have to exchange my S9 tomorrow.
I want every interaction, every contact, every thing I do from here on out to be perfect, "by the book". The "man" or the "fixer" in me wants to hurry up the process and move on to the next step. While I have read all of DR, I am living in LRT and I suspect I will be there a while. This is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life.