That's why you hire a L, use the military system and document events. This won't last forever. It just feels like it. Make sure your boys know your flight info. Keep them updated on your ETA. Let them know you love them.
You will see your boys.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.