#67 Cant find my "pieces"

[faithisbelieving]

Please expunge my prior post comments about seeing positives.

All I got was a general "Happy years" for me and D. And last year the C told him he SHOULD do something and had agreed he f@cked up...

I cry foul. The guy has a long term PA, claims it's over, doesn't open up emails, passwords.... supposedly wants back in and the dorkelhose doesn't even get her a g-ddarn flower?

He had the guts to ask me why didnt I do something. I told him, my committement to this M is not questioned and that I have done something only he would need to spend with me a few minutes to actually see it. I was hoping he would. He didnt.

(wiping off the barf) What's the phrase, "doing the work to save the M?". C'mon...this is horse hockey....

I hung up the phone because I was breaking down in tears. AFter I told him we should plan for seperate Christmas...

kalni, I"m sorry....weiner, wuss, loser, whatever the words are, I think it's time for a change. I think it's time to find someone who appreciates you. I think it's time to stop living in hurt...

I'm sorry.

FIB