feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

(((SoL)))

Love your post - yeah kids are picking up on it but what can you do?

Yeah he is being a "f-er" I like how you said that! He is talking to me but so matter of fact ya know?.. you're right. I'm not gonna act as if I'll die cuz he doesn't notice or talk to me. I had a numb day yesterday and it felt good not to feel anything.

I was just telling my best friend these mind games are so immature. I know..aren't we adults here in a relationship for 23 yrs? I love my H but I'm starting to see him as very unattractive. If I come out of this - I don't know how I will get rid of all the resentment he has caused me - especially through this holiday season. He loves Christmas music and I don't even wanna hear it! UGH

Thanks so much...you guys...cutter for your song...means alot to me