yesterday was awful... my emotions are all over the place and i feel i am backstepping and fast...
i got a phone call at work yesterday from my father. he had called 911, thought he mave have taken a stroke, woke on on the floor,bloody head...
i immediatly called my h...didnt even say hello simply stated that he needed to get to the house NOW please, ambulance was on its way and h is much closer to home when at work...
he did get there b4 me, was with my dad waiting...and making arrangements for the kids after school.
dad on his way...we go get 5 y/o, half day kindergarten...get he out to inlaws, now on our way to hospital...
he was himself, so grateful i am, and i did thank him...
today all i want is for my dad to make it through, and for h to come home.
i need to get off of this with h, i was doing GREAT with nc, and just being here to listen and support.
i feel so alone...any input?
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
