Soleil, thank you. That makes sense. She will know for sure that I know then.
Not necessarily. For all she knows, it could have been someone at the barraks or even a friend of hers who told his chain of command of the A.
Right now, do not focus on what she may or may not know. Keep it to yourself!
And try as best you can to restrain yourself when you see her. Be cool, calm, collected and all that jazz. Hold your soldier head up high and do not show any signs of anything wrong in front of the kids.
Do you have family or friends in the area you can go and stay with as soon as you're picked up from the airport?