uggh, what a night, although very short. My cousin was pissed and dealt a pretty good tongue lashing when I got in. I do deserve some of it, but the vast majority was a massive misunderstanding. I also understand she's nervous that since XW and I are now on the up and up, she thinks I'll just up and leave and although my heart would be all over that in a second, my brain (and wallet) knows that is highly impractical.
It's just all so crazy. I just ended up going to bed at like 8pm, shortly after after receiving a call from XW I had to decline, texted her sorry it was a bad time to talk, she replied she was going to bed as well. My cousin did apologize for some nasty things she said about XW in the haste of the moment last night to try and get me upset.
So, hopefuly it will be a nice and quiet, productive weekend around the house. I do need to clear my head, backsliding on a few things, and most of all, find a second job. I'm very grateful for all my cousin has done for me, but seriously, I really need to get out on my own and everything is so up in the air with where and when of what is going to happen between XW and I.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
