Gnosis, I agree, I did panic. I thought I was in control this morning, then slowly as the day wore on, I felt like I was losing control. I know I am in control. I have to stop trying to read what my W is doing/thinking. I just thought that she would react differently to my statement/boundary. I have some appointments with lawyers, not sure what can be done about the restraining order though.
I will get through this, I will.
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010
