I can take it no more soldiers wife need help

[armywifevampi]

yes I understand he’s paycheck comes to me .. I do all the bills all he dose is focus at work I do everything else... but I guess that’s not the only thing his focusing in .... I love the gym I work out all the time I have one in my garage... no I don’t have much friends only work friends... all others our back home... I have my baby girl I take her to the park and our two dogs... I just feel so lonely and scared... I just don’t like to do much ive really haven’t thought of much to do... some coworkers want to take me out but I don’t like going out out ... with the coworkers don’t like when I go back to work and u know they start to talk... but I like music and yes I lessen to it all the time it calms me but its not the same when ur missing the something uve always had there next to u all ur life... i thank u for coming me down and soothing my mind I know ive changed subjects a few times and know is when I realize it ...am I losing my mine or just my self respect right now cuz the lest I try to think ... I still cant forget... its like it runs in my head over and over again just those words I LOVE U BUT NOT IN LOVE WITH U... even the part of the girl wasn’t as bad... im tiring to get it out of my head ....