ive never realy done nothing alone .. ive dont my hair and nails and gone to the mall and a movie with my baby girl.. back to my home town.. but dont realy have the money... cuz he wasted in drinking in one week 450... i was working tow jobs every 3days or so ... so i can save to go see him and we can enjoy it... but he spend that ... i just opend my own account is that wrong... and im saving money in case anything where to happen im prepared... hes the money support here cuz i dont do but 20hrs cuz i take care of everything else and him to while hes over there...


trust me if it was me i would be doing alot of things ive never done i just cant cuz its hard money wise

Me: 35 yrs
H: 35 yrs
D: 18 yrs
Married: 21 yrs
H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you"
Currently: confused and lonely