Firstly thank you for all your prayers. I just got back in about 15 mins ago and was going through all your posts of support. Thank you all.
I'm OK.
Brief sitch update:
- I was going nuts so I followed my own advice... never react or prompt a confrontation when in an emotional state. - Distance yourself until you regain control. - Have not retrieved the recorder yet.
Will fill in more details and respond to you each of you later.
Thank you ALL for your prayers, I believe they helped me get my mind back into functioning mode.
EDIT: I've had a few drinks tonight (not intoxicated) and I need to get some sleep (on the couch) Have only said one word "out" to her and am keeping my distance until I have a few hours sleep under my belt.
Keep your head up Gnosis. And stay strong. You are one of the strongest men here, I know you will get through this and you will come out with your chin up. Its the type of man you are. Good luck with everything.!
M: 31 H: 29 Married: 6 yrs Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old
Separated: Sept. '09 Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09 Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10 Threatening to leave again: July,14
Morning ladies! I'm fine. I really am. I feel I'm back in control. The anxiety is still there, but on a subdued level. I've retrieved the recorder and will be going through it, then I'll update with yesterdays events.