what do i do when the trip gets closer... i do want to see him... and im not sure how would i be treated by him or if he is saying things about me that are not right... to his friends if i see them when i get there if they would treat me different.
Me: 35 yrs H: 35 yrs D: 18 yrs Married: 21 yrs H is over seas : July. 2009, "not happy now..confused" "don't know what I want" "I love you, but not in love with you" Currently: confused and lonely
