I have NO experience w/any of this, but was typing, pretty much what Greek said.
Feel free to vent to us, but please keep your emotions in check. Those boys need you, especially now. They haven't seen you in a long time, and are really looking forward to it. They'll look to you for stability. And, what happens now creates a "forever" xmas memory. Make it a good, strong one.
I'm praying for you.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.