"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
cage it seems like a good place if we accept it and we dont resist it we can choose what we want friendships fun being with our kids family work God helping others love compassion humility faith joy and if we wnat another R or companionship with a man that R isnt/ will not be the thing to make us we can chose no R and still be quite happy its our choice peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
tonight i had thoughts of x.. but they were NOT warm and fuzzy. my heart rate actually went up.. they were thoughts of "I WANT to be over this.." and the only way to be over this is for you to not be here anymore... i wish he would leave!! all he does is play dad.. and he doesn't even do that any good anymore.
d13 asked him yesterday if she could stay longer (it was his weekeend)... she text me and i was ..you bet... she thought she was going to .. then 15 minutes later i get a text saying "on our way..." i asked him why he didn't have her stay longer.. he says "she needed to be home.. adn i have errands.."
what a buttnut!!! how many 13 year old girls want to just hang with their dad!!??
anyway - trying to work on this forgiving thing.. it is only hurting me. i dont want to be bitter .. he "did" hurt me but he isnt anymore... enough already
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
C It is sad b/c they are so self absorbed and incapable of being there for the kids It isnt what we agreed to when we had them that we would be faced with this..but it is what it is still everyday I feel blessed that I am here with my kids
hang in peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow
I feel for the kids Cagz...its not fair to them. My daughter is 13 too and she was upset by her dad missing her band concert last week. He was down and didnt feel good. She was very disappointed by him not coming. They just dont see what spending a little extra time with the kids would do for both of them in the end.
Hope youre doing good.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
the one thing i can say this year -- as oppossed to last year.. an oh my the year before... the pain is NOT as deep.. still lingers, saddness still comes but that heart wrenching hurt... not today at least...
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again
