Hi Maple, Since you posted on my sitch, I decided to check out yours. My heart goes out to you. I could feel your pain when you had that discussion with your H.
A lot of what you said in your sitch, reminded me of mine. And I know you feel like you are in pit of sadness, desperation and stress. Like Givingitmyall posted, we aren't given more than we can handle - even if at this very moment you feel completely broken.
Take the time to procss this - to cry, to scream to do what you need to feel a little better. Come on here and simply ask for support if it's a really tuff day. Know that we all care.
You've done a remarkable job with everything you've been faced with.
Many hugs to you!
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010