We had our sons school concert. It was only for about 40 minutes, but we had an enjoyable time. She kissed me hello and goodbye which she hasn't done in ages (granted it was on the cheek, but I wasn't even getting that before)
We chatted for a while before it started, and we had a few laughs. No tense moments at all which was great. I got there early, so I saved hewr a seat and we were right in the front row. She loved it so she could get a good view of our son.
She sat very close to me and had no problems wispering things to me. I made sure that I didn't get too close to her though incase she moved away.
I told her that she looked relaxed and it suited her, that she looked good. She said thankyou, and then continued to say that things have slowed down at work, and she is more relaxed now.
Now, I know what everyone is going to say. "Don't get your hopes up" and I'm not, but it felt good knowing she seemed comfortable around me. I need that if I'm to have any chance on saving our marriage.
The way I see it, is if she feels comfortable around me, she may be more receptive to going out for coffee in the future. This I would see as a baby step. At least it would give me a chance.
In the mean time, I'm going to continue with what I'm doing. I'm actually buying a guitar soon as I've always wanted to learn how to play it, and a mate will be teaching me. I think it will be relaxing as well.
If I could have more moments like today with her, I think there may be a chance. It will take time, but I guess anything worth having is worth fighting and waiting for. Like that saying goes "Good things come to people who wait"
