well thank you vm bluerain. the thing is i carry VERY large babies and this boy has still got some growing to do. Ever since ive been 5 months pregnant, i'm told the large size of my belly made me look all ready due. so by now about 7-8 away from delivery, i'm HUGE and still have more to grow. thank goodness i do not have to go into labor or push him out. my other children will close to ten pounds.
the no contact with h is like a double edged sword, i wish i could just call him up talk to him about baby, d2, me life like normal, but can't, but still so anger and disappointed in him, i don't even know what i would say to him.
i don't know what the next few weeks will bring with holidays but i will just take it one day at a time.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
