The X texts me today to say my uncle and gpa went to one of her best friends grandmas funeral today. X goes on to say my grandpa said to her friend to tell the X "i love and miss her". Well the X is thinking my gpa has her confused with my brothers gf. My gma on the other side of the family was usually the one who got them mixed up. I reply with no, he is real good with names and I doubt he was confused". She says thats nice and when to do lunch or dinner again.
I had to lay it out there and said "i guess when he is completely out of the picture since I only go out with single women" (ty dday!) Took a while, but X respond by email with "I am confused. I thought you wanted to be friends? You mean to tell me you are not dating anyone? I guess I misunderstood. I thought you wanted to be JUST friends. I was the one saying I wanted my family back together. Well- what are you wanting?" Confusing? Very for me.
Ya we are just going to go out to eat all the time, or I am going to move in (like X joked about how many times?) while she continues to see this boy, lol. I never told X what I wanted cause I truly dont know. X asked if she was crazy to think the way she does and I responded with no. I will give her one thing, good at ASSUMING!!! That has never changed.
When we were going thru the whole D and one of the letters I wrote like the C said to do and pour my heart out as a last chance and how I told W at the time how this post M was going to be, and also that I wanted all or nothing to do with her and that is how I still feel. I dont want to be friends who I was married to who is with somebody else while there was still a chance with us while we was married. I guess I am not to that point yet of accepting it. I dont know.
