Coach - I am embracing all of it. I am allowing myself to feel the pain, and process it as best I can. The big kick in the "nuts" is yet to come.
Michelle - thanks for checking in on me. I agree. Even if I tell her I know, she will lie or make up a story to justify whatever it is she is doing. I just have to accept the fact that she is gone. I am going to make the next 2 weeks with my boys, the absolute best I can. Thanks again.
"embrace the suck" - Coach "don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy Let Go and Let God Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010