SD, So while it sucks to be you, there is nobody out there that can handle it but you. Embrace it and thrive. This will make you a better man, father, husband and soldier. FIDO.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.